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i'm Charmaine Gibbs
im 18,
I've been diagnosed with severe OCD and depression for seven years ,was in a psychiatric hospital in 2008 and started self harming last year.
i have no confidence hate myself , I'm very insecure and feels like I'm afraid of the whole world
I'm getting to the point of losing hope in everything, not seeing a future for me at all,even with the self harming i think what is the point of it anymore i get nothing out of it nothing more than a few moments of release than just stuck with these scars. nothings going to come out of it in the long term .
I've just changed my meds and they are helping with my OCD but my depression is way high, i can't remember feeling this bad.
i see a psychologist and a psychiatrist, they don't help .
my OCD involves rituals thoughts images, germs contamination, people, i hardly ever go out .
How am i going to get over this if i can't fight my FEARS??
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